Complicated Love Episode : 2
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“one last step getting up on my feet, I continued my hiking with Ryan he wanted to start a conversation but me being an shy bean I just kept ignoring him as he was saying something to me suddenly ground under me is no more wait what? I was on ground”
Ryan: are you okay Emma?
Emma: I’m fine!!
“as I was about to stand my ankle is sprained I couldn’t stand up he looked at me, he picked me up in bridal style my eyes widened”
Emma: put me down right now!
Ryan: not until we go up. see your ankle is injured I can’t let you walk like that, you’re my responsibility
Emma: fine!!
Ryan(pov):
“I tried to talk but she just ignored me all the time why is she so shy but I think it’s cute shy bean”
Emma: can you stop staring at me it’s making me uncomfortable!!
Ryan: I’m sorry! By the way why did you ignore me when I was talking to you?
Emma: I never really talked to strangers it was a bit uncomfortable
Ryan: so how do you feel now
Emma: still uncomfortable but I can talk now
Ryan: so… can I be your friend
Emma: not so fast Mr. Ryan
Ryan: Mr. Ryan? Oh okay Ms. Emma!!
“Emma laughed at my response she looks beautiful when she laughs”
Ryan: you should laugh more!
“I don’t know why but she stopped laughing, did I do something”
Emma: Ryan I can walk by myself can you put me down
Emma’s pov:
“when he said that some of my old memories floated back, all my bad memories just thinking about it made me sad once again, as I was so involved in my thoughts Ryan stopped me by holding my hand when I looked at him he was already looking at me”
Emma: what?
Ryan: do you want to talk?
Emma: I don’t want to
Ryan: sometimes it’s better to share your stories!
“I don’t know but Ryan made me feel safe, surprisingly I’m not anxious around him more likely calm, something about him is definitely different, he is not like all the guys”
Emma: I was 13 everyone in my grade always bullied me just because I was quiet, slowly this bullying started to effect my mental health, I stopped laughing things changed since then, I just stopped showing my inner self, putting on a mask and acting like nothing happened. it’s really hard to pretend
Ryan: I know that feeling, I have a pretty much messed up family my father never really showed any interest on us, and same goes to my mom
Emma: then how do you mange to look so happy!
Ryan: I’m broken Emma I have nothing to worry about anymore, the truth is I don’t have any friends!!
“I looked at him, it reminded me of my old friend someone I wanted to be by my side all the time but that never happened”
Emma: even my family is messed up my parents think everything is just business for them they never really took some time and appreciated my effort, it hurts right!! just to pretend to be strong!
Ryan: you are the strongest person I have seen till now!
Emma: what do you mean?
Ryan: I mean you are not pretending to be strong you’re strong in my eyes!! But sometimes you need to let your feelings out don’t bottle them up
Emma: does crying make you feel good
Ryan: it may not feel good but you will feel better
“does it really make me feel better, I never really cried”
Emma: I never cried
Ryan: maybe you never felt any emotion
Emma: you cried!
Ryan: hmm I did
“I don’t believe him, why would he cry?”
Emma: why?
Ryan: friends?
“he asked me with his hand extended before me I didn’t hesitate, we smiled”
~Vaishnavi
I am already in love with this ❤️
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