Complicated Love Episode : 6
Back To You!! :
“It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them” ~Agatha Christie
“Drinking the last bit of the alcohol from my cup, alcohol going through my throat making it burn due to the taste, I let myself drown in alcohol as archie gave it to me more like challenging me, I can feel myself drunk, they say you will behave like yourself when you’re drunk, then why my tears aren’t leaving and let me be happy for once in my life. I don’t want to think about him, I don’t care, my tears are also not listening to me such a waste, taking another cup of the alcohol I felt a hand stopping me from taking it when I looked at the person I wanted to slap him, and I did it”
Emma: let go of my hand!!
“I was drunk, it wasn’t me talking the alcohol in my system is making me talk like this”
Ryan: come with me Emma!!
Emma: I don’t want to!
“he just ignored my response and took me out and made me sit in his car and buckled me, I don’t have the energy so I just let him do what he wanted to do. He kept on driving until we reached a place which we are similar with, where we first met camp side”
Ryan: are you sober now
Emma: why do you care?!
“I’m a little sober now, but I didn’t understand why did he brought me here among all the places we have in this city”
Ryan: don’t you want to know, why I didn’t come to summer camp after that day?
Emma: so you want to talk about it now?
“I wanted to known about it but at the same time, I didn’t want to, I just feel so stupid for liking him but my heart always accelerated when he is closer to me. When I first met him, when he came to our house, inside the garage, in that party though we had little time together but my heart was beating for him as if I have known him from the start and it only beats for him”
Ryan: my parents are getting separated I got the news when we completed our hiking, I didn’t feel like meeting anyone. After a week I came back to see you but coach said you stopped coming, for the first time in my life I felt regret for not saying a proper goodbye to you, I tried everything to get you off my head but I couldn’t, I reminded myself to forget about you but I was just reminding myself about you every time. We just been together for a day but can I still be your friend?
“when he said all of that, when he said he wanted to forget about me, and how regretted he felt, all this time even I was thinking about you, slowly once again a tear slipped from my eyes, he wanted me to be with him. I looked at him he was looking at me, I just went to him and hugged at first he didn’t respond as he was shocked but after a sec he hugged be back like his life depended on me.”
Emma: why didn’t you said this before? (still crying)
Ryan: I wanted to say it, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it can you give us another chance, for our friendship!
Emma: I will!
“he tightened his grip on me, I didn’t mind I let him do it, after few minutes we broke the hug”
Emma: I’m sorry for misunderstanding you!
Ryan: don’t say that Emma!!
“after spending some time with him, he dropped me off at my house, I silently went inside, going to my room when I looked at the window opposite to mine, there he was standing staring at me smiling, just then he took a paper and wrote ‘good night’, I smiled at him and took a paper and wrote ‘see you again tomorrow’, with that he waved at me, I smiled and turned off my bedroom lights.”
Everything is going to be alright!!
To be continued…
~Vaishnavi
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